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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Dream for an Insomniac

I’m feeling a little more restless nowadays. I find myself suffering from insomnia almost every night as the day of the launching for Felina draws near. Can’t sleep, there are so many things to do and so many other stuff to figure out. And when I do sleep, I still dream about Felina one way or the other! Dreams of an Insomniac…..Waaaaah!!!!

There are so many moments where I just space out, trying to think about all these tasks that I have yet to accomplish. Like today at lunch, when everyone was animatedly discussing the new business Half-moon…Mark had to pinch me twice to make sure I was still in the same planet with them. I just laughed and apologized—pre-launching blues, I said. He says it’s the same for him… he barely has a month before everything comes into place. When he puts it that way, I guess I’m luckier because I was able to prepare and foresee this day several months before. But then, my launching is coming sooner than his’—I can count the days left with my ten fingers. This is the time now to coordinate everything and make sure all plans and deliveries happen on time… no buts… It’s exciting to be finally launching my product---my baby—so I can get my variable pay already! (just kidding! Haha), but this is nerve-wracking all the same. Definitely Crunch Time!!!

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